Monday, July 04, 2011

short post originally blogged 5 months ago....

So i kinda thought maybe i should blog…

Today i had a really great day on the tct unit, jimmy teens came in who r like a you tube for cancer patients to kinda share there stories and it was really great made some animations n got chatting about the norm, but its completely knackered me out, im currently in Cardiff arrived on tue eve its now wed eve and im going home tomorrow. I have a hospital appointment tomorrow where hopefully i might get my ebv virus check back- im sure its gonna be absolutely fine but there is that small part of me that thinks what if it isnt, i know the treatment if it isnt and im fine with it but i so just want to be normal again its untrue. Even though i know that normality as it was will never return because i am who i am today because of what ive been through. Being in Cardiff is kinda hard going cuz i love the ppl i live with so much but i feel so different from them sometimes and i’d love just to be like them.

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